Everyone Stop Committing Suicide, Right Now Dammit!

[Onasander]

Okay- I don't know what it is about Nietzscheans wanting to off themselves, but this has to stop,..... no more killing yourselves. Been busy getting everything ready- and I come back- and another one bit the dust.

First rule about posting on a Nietzscean forum pretending to be a fan- no offing yourself.

I'm moving to San Francisco in a few days- it got boring and safe here in Ohio- I wasn't moving forward- so I am throwing myself into a situation with no funds or shelter- but I'll have access to a world class library system. Try not to kill yourself while I am gone.

To cliff, the new member interested in Mishima and Zizek and the rest- this goes double for you..... as those book are mostly for a suicidal audience- don't know why the fuck everyone around me is dropping like flies, I love myself, I'm, not going to kill me, I'll move my ass somewhere more interesting if it gets unbearable.

[CLNT!]

To cliff, the new member interested in Mishima and Zizek and the rest- this goes double for you.....

How rude. I'll do you a favor though: If ever I did decide to buy the farm, I won't post about it on the goddamn Internet. How's that sound?

[Onasander]

Fair enough.

[Onasander]

Does anyone remember where Taz (the guy who offed himself) lived in Australia? I remember him being Tazmanian- but I also remember him talking of someplace on the mainland like Melborne or something.

I don't think he was living with anyone..... and is probably rotting and becoming invested with things- things that will get out and crawl around neighborhoods, potentially infecting everyone else- I don't know if we should do or say something- like link it to the police anonymously- but what police department? General notice or do we have something more exacting location wise?

I remember him being caucasian- male- very big head which wasn't kind on the eyes.... that's it for my description of him physically if there is a need for such a thing. He enjoyed many fine books- and videogames.... this isn't going to help the search efforts as it means he's most likely a introvert and not well known. Good chance he was known by the psychiatric community- especially given how this all turned out..... I dunno.

If someone has more information- like a IP address listing his city- or email, something we can do a search for him by- if he had any friends on the forum- something. Hopefully, he was a renter and not a homeowner- a renter is going to be found soon as the payments stop coming in- a homeowner can take a while- years even.... just laying there- with things crawling all through him- going into neighbors houses, replicating and spreading.... carrying who knows what in them. Honestly- if you know something that we can track him by- speak up so we can pass it to the police in his country.

[the_dwarf]

what are you talking about? where does it say he killed himself?

[Onasander]

In the thread where it says he took a bunch of pills already, enough to kill himself.

Got a place, and am getting my Guard Card tomorrow, so I can start doing security work. Finished up a few books, including on on Mishima that I've had forever but never got around to reading. It was pretty cool being a hobo for a few weeks, found out the woods here in San Francisco I was camping in had camping spots that cost at least 100 dollars a night- and they have incredibly crappy views- the places I stayed in there had overviews of the golden gate and the bay, instensly beautiful, easily worth hundreds a night.


When you face boredom, stagnation, or even defeat, don't take pills- just move. Always the possibility of something else around the corner, even if every step up till now was mind numbing defeat. Hannibal moved and moved and moved, taking any place or refuge until he found literally no harbor and the Romans were just about to prounce upon him, literally all alone..... only then did he kill himself, and only for the sake of deny the Romans the right to use his living body in a triumph. Gaias Marius was chained in a darkened cell in Africa, and never gave in even when a Roman guard was sent in by Sulla to execute him- he scared the shit out of the guard causing him to flee.

There is nothing of worth or value to anyone, yourself or others, in a pathetic, self loathing death. Pathetic and self loathing indeed do have their places in life, it reminds us where3 we stand, and prevents the weak and wretched from hurting themselves, as well as time to mentally, phsically, financially, or in some other way recupe and grow one again. In this I can tolerate it, but not a pathetic death. Too many crappy, shithead philosophers have given in for the lamest of reasons.